Thanks everyone. I am just a nervous mess right now. I was juuust starting to not worry so much...and then I noticed the lump while petting her on the couch as we were watching TV. I had to schedule her for the last appointment of the day, at 5:40pm, because they didn't have any morning appointments and I have a doctor appointment for myself at 3:30pm. It's driving me nuts having to wait all day. I could barely sleep last night.
This last year has just been hell. The place I was working closed down, then my landlord deciding to raise my rent - which forced me to move back to my parent's house, I'm having health issues of my own, my laptop died a few days ago (using my dad's now), and now all of this horrible MCT stuff with Isabeau. It's just too much. It's really hard to stay optimistic when it seems like every part of my life is falling apart. When it rains, it pours...I just wish it didn't have to pour on Isabeau.