The puppy that I am looking for will be 5-8 weeks old. She will be equally fawn and white with a touch of blue. (Or a touch of black) She will have a long tail with a white flag and big ears. And her nose will be the longer type of the pits. And when she looks into my eyes, I'll know she needs me.
The reason I am so specific in what I am looking for in a baby girl, is because I have chosen to honor my last pit bull in this way. I am looking for a baby with the same markings and personality.
My last girl I fostered for almost 3 weeks. Her owners released custody after she was diagnosed with megaesophagus. They didn't want to give her up, but knew they couldn't care for her. I lived and breathed every moment of that baby's life from the moment I first took her into my arms till pneumonia took her away from me. She was more than a special blessing, so much more. And I miss her so much.
I never knew how much I wanted a pit bull until I had her. You can't replace someone like that. You can only honor them by giving your love to another. I hope that if she is watching from heaven that she will be proud of me in how I care for the little girl we have yet to find.